I cant believe..

Baby , we've been together for 1month and 16days , why did you left me , u promise me that you wont left me alone in this world .. You ask me to trust you , i did trust you , i trust you so much , u know why did i keep psychoing you ? Because i just dont want you to chat with other guys , i just want to be your number 1 , your Boy , your budak kecik , your Everything . U promise ur gonna take a good care of me , but u left me , who is going to take care of me ? You promise me that you are not going to chat with other guys , and not going to make me feel so jealous , but you did . I jealoused much . I cant sleep , i've been thinking of you this few days , How are you , what are you doing , have you eaten , hows your health , to be honest , that is what i think this few days . Why Shaz , why ? I cant believe this is happening , you are perfect enough to me , why did you left me , i want you back , i really miss you so much , i miss holding you , i miss kissing with you , i miss cuddling with you , i miss when you hug me at public , i miss when you said i love you , i miss when you say iloveyou in your M language , i miss when you manja dengan i , i miss everything shaz , i really miss ... why did you change , why you had to.. U promise me you wont make me feel lonely . But now im feeling so lonely.. I need you shaz , i need you .. i miss you so much baby , i swear , i miss you soooo fucking much .. i want you back .. Everyday shaz... i cried about you .. You just ignore me ... God ... please , im fucking weak now.. i need a cure , i need you .. u ask me to work out , but you never support me .. if u love me , u'll support me . Seriously , thing's will never be the same without you .. i love you shaz . ILOVEYOUSOMUCH! I MEAN IT ! I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING! ANYTHING! PLEASEEEE I WANT YOU BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKK! COMEBACK :(