Till today , it's been 2 months , i still can't forget even 1% about you ,
I miss you when something good happens, because your the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because your the one that understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry, because I know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you the most when I lay awake at night, and think of all the wonderful times that we spent with each other for those were some of the best and most memorable times of my life . You were my everything . Since you've happy with someone else , while me still alone , you told me that you are too lonely , thats why you commited into relationship . What about me ? I feel lonely too , but I didnt commit into any relationship , I just can't replace you . I can't I dont know why .. I still love you . I loveyou Sha , I really love you .. I really wanna show you .. I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man , And then sit and laugh as you’re holding his hand , The thought of that just shatters my heart It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart .I guess everything you said was a lie , I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes , Now I’m not even a thought in your mind , I can see clearly, my love is not blind . Remember ? When i first look into your eyes ? I keep stare , I talked to myself " My girlfriend is sooo beautiful , I cant believe that you are mine , I hope our relationship will be last till forever , I promised to myself that Im gonna take a good care of you , and love you . " And now , We broke up , Im sorry if I did hurt you . Im sorry for everything , Im really sorry , I've learn from my mistake . I hope that you're happy with your new guy , keep wear the necklace that I choosed for you the one we bought it at TS . I love you Sha , 143274 Take care yourself . Remember 143274 , I love you so fucking much . 1.Aug.2011 - 16.Sept.2011 ( 3:04AM - 5:43PM )
I hate to see the one I love happy with somebody but I surely hate it more to see the one I love unhappy with me... Your name is forever planted in my brain .
-Andrew De Cruz <3 Nurshazleen Iylia-
oh yeah , send my regard to your froggy <3
Take care boo , dont worry bout me , im moving on .